Likable...in an assy-sarcastic way.
I wish the same thing for myself. But it's been nearly three years now and perhaps it will never happen.But, fwiw and at risk of sounding like a self help manual, I think that you are ok and I am ok. It's stupid asshats like that person at Blair's party that aren't.
You will never get over this. But you will get through it. You have to hold onto that.
I am sorry. I wish I could be okay again too.
xxxx Sending love. That 'irretrievably broken' feelinh is awful. but really, when you give it a little time, it isn't irretrievable (at least, not all the time), and the more I get to know people, the more I think broken is part of the human condition. Not that that stops it being painful, but it's a shared pain.