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- Jess
- I'm boring really.
Likes: animals, my family, my friends, my kids, plotting evils. Dislikes: my crazy neighbors, my crazy family, dumb people.
I blog because I wanted to be a writer. My parents looked at me disappointed when I told them, so I dropped that & went to college & got a psychology degree. Something I need while dealing with, well, everything.
I try to be funny. While I tend to expect the worse to happen, I at least try to make it fun, for myself & others.
When that isn't happening, I'm being sad. Hard to avoid that when you're part of the dead baby club. Our son, Joel, was stillborn at 40 weeks May 28th, 2009. In losing him, I'm finding myself more everyday, along with strength I never knew I had.
And while I may never get famous from this blog, at least I can pretend I am writing for someone other than myself. And maybe, just maybe, someone will get something out of it.
I also like margaritas. Even more since May 28th, but hey, it's life.
An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby's birth, Then whispered as she closed the book, "Too beautiful for Earth" ~Unknown
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I wish the same thing for myself. But it's been nearly three years now and perhaps it will never happen.
ReplyDeleteBut, fwiw and at risk of sounding like a self help manual, I think that you are ok and I am ok. It's stupid asshats like that person at Blair's party that aren't.
You will never get over this. But you will get through it. You have to hold onto that.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry. I wish I could be okay again too.
ReplyDeletexxxx Sending love. That 'irretrievably broken' feelinh is awful. but really, when you give it a little time, it isn't irretrievable (at least, not all the time), and the more I get to know people, the more I think broken is part of the human condition. Not that that stops it being painful, but it's a shared pain.
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